Sometimes I just consume time

It's been almost a month since my last entry. It's the same story, lots of thoughts that I wanna write about but then I just consume time, I don't waste it...it's that the free time I have and want to dedicate it to blogging is the time that I want to do something else, not better, just something else.
Here a few things that happend this month of blog-silence:
- I had to organize surprise party for one of my best friends for her 30th bday. The party was a blast, it was a fake wedding, the wedding that she always wanted and that her boyfriend will never give her (as he says too often). So I spent some weeks on white dress, flowers, invitations, musice, ecc...now I am sure that I will NEVER EVER want to get married :)
- I went to Barcelona for a long weekend. Awesome! Loved it! I want to live there for the rest of my life! I want to drink sangria in the Parc Guell and live near the rambla
- I got some tan...it was time! I love the beach
- I've got back my drivers license ... hurray! now it's time for my blood exams so I can't drink for a month...bleah
- I've seen all the seasons finales of my tv series without even knowing...what will I watch now?
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all of this seems so awesome, but everything fell apart yesterday, when I went to the funeral of a great friend, "life teacher" and a great boss to have...the office is full of sadness and grief...we all miss him very much. But I think that the best way to honor him is to be full of joy for life like he was. He always had a smile and a joke ready to lighten up all our worries.
Every once in a while life reminds me of what a bitch she is....